Remember that when you're upset you do have some control over how you feel. You can take charge of the situation and do what you can to make yourself feel better! Or, you can think or act in ways that will ultimately lead to self-sabotage. You are the master of your emotions; you can keep them under control! -Eddy Selby

Hi, I don't trust you.

I'm not naive anymore but I also don't like how I don't trust easily anymore. I'm scared to trust people... I know I should not base any of my decisions from the events that happened in the past but I don't want to get hurt anymore because of trust issues.

I have a lot of expectations for myself...

I hope,and I want to be a volunteer at the aquarium. I hope I passed the interview... or I'm going to be pretty damn disappointed. I need to do well on the AP test even though I know I'm not going to...UGH. I don't want to get myself into some stupid relationship again, I don't know if I can trust any guy anymore. I need to win my matches and improve in Tennis, I have to admit I'm pretty proud of how good I am compared to not even knowing how to hit the ball a year ago. I need to focus on school, my grades are going WAY down. I know this is selfish but I need to focus on myself as a person and just calm down from all this stress.