I have a lot of expectations for myself...

I hope,and I want to be a volunteer at the aquarium. I hope I passed the interview... or I'm going to be pretty damn disappointed. I need to do well on the AP test even though I know I'm not going to...UGH. I don't want to get myself into some stupid relationship again, I don't know if I can trust any guy anymore. I need to win my matches and improve in Tennis, I have to admit I'm pretty proud of how good I am compared to not even knowing how to hit the ball a year ago. I need to focus on school, my grades are going WAY down. I know this is selfish but I need to focus on myself as a person and just calm down from all this stress.